Marti's Shadow
Well, I've heard that blogging is interesting and fun. At least thats what my mother and two aunts like to think. So I've decided to give it a try. You probably know them... they seem to be pretty popular amoung all the bloggers...Marti, (Robin being my mother) LuAnn and Vickie (obviously my aunts.) If you've read my mother's blog, then you've read about me...I'm the shadow. If you haven't read her blog, let me fill you in. I am 19 years old, and I live with my boyfriend. I've only been moved out now for almost three months. My mother and I before I moved, had an excellent relationship. She, like she said, was my best friend. I hate to think that she isn't my best friend anymore, but things seemed to change when I moved out, which everyone told me they would. For some reason my mother doesn't seem to understand why I love my boyfriend. According to her, she thinks I have fallen in Love for all the wrong reasons...I don't know how loving the man that makes you melt with his touch, makes you smile when he walks into the room...a man that you can sit in the same room with, never say a word and hear him tell you how much he loves you, is the wrong reasons. Steven (my boyfriend) has a daughter, Sandra. Watching him with her, makes me love him as well. He is an amazing father, he has not had an easy life, and to know that he went through what he did, and has turned out the way he has, is great. I know my mom isn't thrilled everytime I mention it, but I really think that I will marry him one day. Not because she doesn't like him, but because I am her baby, and she doesn't want to see me grow up. I miss my mom more than anything, but I love Steven. She is always asking me to come home, but I am happy. Yes, we struggle with bills. Its very hard, but that's the way its suppose to be. She's the one that has always told me that you don't get things handed to you, you have to work for them. So that's what I am doing. I will make it through the struggles, and like always I will come out stronger. I love my mom very much, and I only wish that she didn't think that I'm staying with Steven just to get away from her, because I'm not. I'm doing it because I love him, I'm happy and I am finally getting out on my own...As someone might say, "I am spreading my wings in this great big world, leaving my mother's nest." |
~About Me~ About Me
I am 20 years old. I live with the love of my life, Steven and his Daughter. I was just recently engaged on Christmas, and am looking forward to getting married on September 16,2006. ~Blogroll~ ~Previous~ ~Archives~ July 2005September 2005October 2005January 2006February 2006 ~LinkS~ |
3 Comments:
BUBBA!!!!
glad to see you have made it into the blogesphere...it was only a matter of time! hehehe
baby girl....finally...you told me why you love steven. i've asked you before and you would say..." i don't know, i just do". i am selfish and don't want to share you with anyone. afterall, i had you first...
Heather,
I'll love you forever
I'll like yor for always
A along as i'm living
my baby you'll be.
Welcome to the land O' blog Heather!
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