Weird Dream!
Well first, THANKS LU! She made my blog really cool for me :) Second, lastnight I had this REALLY weird dream. It starts off where I am sitting in this huge room talking to a bunch of people, then I realized we were all in war, and we were waiting for a call to go out and fight. Just sitting there waiting. But it wasn't like an actual war, I mean we were fighting but it was nothing close to being realistic. We were fighting with these plastic tubes that were kinda like dynamite, and thats all we had. We'll while we're still sitting in that huge room, waiting to see what happens, and I see Steven sitting across the room talking to some people. I know I can't go up to him, or even let people know that he is my boyfriend, and the reason being for some unknown reason in my dream Steven was Morman, and I was not. His religion didn't agree with him dating other people who were not Morman. So we had to keep our relationship a secret. I walk by him and he looks at me and smiles, then I turn so that I'm looking forwards instead of at him, and he calls out my name. I turn to see why he called for me, so I had stopped walking. He looked at me, and I could tell what he wanted to say, but he couldn't say it. So I smiled back at him and then turned around and walked off. Later on I was sitting at a table talking to two other girls, and one of Steven's friend Michael. Steven walks up and says "hey guys!" and I look at him and mouth "I have to talk to you..." he looked at me like he was a little nervous. We couldn't walk off together, so I knew I had to tell him right then. He looked at me, and without me saying anything his eyes got wide, then he said really? I smiled and said yes, but my smile soon left me, because I knew that this either meant two things. One, Steven would have to tell everyone that he was with me, and he would no longer be excepted with the Mormans, or two he wouldnt do anything things would stay like they were, and I would be raising a child on my own. Yes, the thing I had to tell him was that I was pregnant. He smiled at me, and said don't worry. How the other people around us, didn't catch on, I'm not sure, but they didn't. Then the dream flashed to where we were actually fighting in the war. It lasted for a while and then finally ended. After the war was over, Steven told everyone about us. I was outside with a girl that was in the war, but also a girl I actually went to school with. We were throwing flower petals because we had won and everyone was celebrating, but I stopped and said sorry I have to go find Steven. Then Meagan said "looks like he already found you!" I turned and there was Steven running up toward me. I started running towards him and it was really cheesy because it was in slow motion. Anyway I jumped into his arms and we hugged and kissed each other. Then he looked at me and said that he had told everyone, but all they said was that our relationship would end and he would no longer see me. (This is where it gets really weird) Steven marrys another woman, obviously Morman. I'm riding in the car with them, on the way for them to go to their house. It was the day of the their wedding and this was the first time they were to see the house. Steven was doing things on the way there to make the girl not like him. For some reason it was like it was in the past, because all Steven had to do was get the girl to say "I made a mistake, or I don't want to marry you" or something like that, and the wedding would be like it had never happened. So she finally said it, and I was relieved but couldn't act on it. Then the dream flashed fowards and I'm driving in my car, text messaging Steven, and we're sitting there talking about how much we want to be together, and not have to hide it. Then I woke up. So I am assuming that even after the girl not wanting to marry him, the other people still wouldnt let him be with me. Weird huh? I thought so... Anyway, Its 11:15 and I need to start getting ready. I'm going out to look for a job today. Holly (my sister) spent the night, so that she could help me watch the kids today while I go out and job search. Wish me luck! |
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I am 20 years old. I live with the love of my life, Steven and his Daughter. I was just recently engaged on Christmas, and am looking forward to getting married on September 16,2006. ~Blogroll~ ~Previous~ ~Archives~ July 2005September 2005October 2005January 2006February 2006 ~LinkS~ |
2 Comments:
i dont even know where to begin on that one....hehehe
did stephen ride a bicycle and wear a white shirt and black tie....
har har
btw...i am glad you like your template...i will send you a bill...heheh just kidding
Yep, that was weird.
Heather? Are you pregnant?
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