Tomorrow...the non-big day
Everyone at work, and then my mom and some other people are all excited about tomorrow because they find out whether or not I am pregnant, but I'm not so its not that big of a deal that tomorrow I go to the doctor and hear her say, no Heather you are not. I won't be at work tomorrow obviously, so you guys who do not believe me will not find out what the doctor said until Friday. Friday is my last day here at work, but hopefully I'm gonna be getting this job at a Doctor's office. The lady that works with Steven is trying to get me on there. So I'm praying that all that will work out. I don't really feel like telling the whole story, but...lastnight steven went to his ex fiance's sister's house with Shannon (the ex finace) and Kristin (the sister). Shannon left at some point and Steven stayed there talking to Kristen from 8 until 12......he got home and i was FURIOUS! he came upstairs and talked to me and said that they had been talking about me the whole time and Kristin made me him realize so many things. The most important thing is that he is lucky to have me and that he loves me more then he ever realized. I wasnt happy that he was with her, and that they were talking about me and I have no clue who this girl is other then the sister of the girl that broke his heart. Shannon cheated on him and left him, and he never got over her really, and he said that he didn't even think he needed closure but seeing her again last night made him realize he did and that he move on. He told me he loved me more then anything and he was so happy to be with me....its a long story and I don't wanna talk about it, but I think it was a breaking point for Steven and I and we are going to be okay, and I think that our relationship is going to get so much better from here on out. I love him so much! Until Friday! |
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I am 20 years old. I live with the love of my life, Steven and his Daughter. I was just recently engaged on Christmas, and am looking forward to getting married on September 16,2006. ~Blogroll~ ~Previous~ ~Archives~ July 2005September 2005October 2005January 2006February 2006 ~LinkS~ |
1 Comments:
Heather,
I love you and worry about you! (it's my job). And, you know I want you to have a baby. (We cried together when we learned about your PCOS).
Right now, you and Steven are learning the ups and downs of a relationship - which can be so difficult. You need to learn how to trust, be honest, communicate and have faith in one another...after you accomplish these things; you will become friends, husband and wife, and eventually mom & dad.
One day, when the time is right, you'll be a mommy. A great one at that-I have no doubt! Then I will be Nana... or "Stepmother".
Be patient my little one, your time will be here before you know it.
I love you,
Mom
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